Her Alphabet is F

The time you're with me
we learn to walk together, run as a partner
and the only words we knw is gather gather gather !

When I laugh ,

I donnow the meaning of  that happyness.

When I cry ,

I donnow the real feel of the pain .

Cz you just will make sure that I giggle , I sob

without knowing why .

cz you take the rest .

 

Suddenly ,

I'm just  losing myself .

I scolded you , I spit on every nice words you gave to me

I'm starting to forget who I am .

But I swear to god that I never fogot you
not even once .

Made my mistake let you down .

I cant getup when you're gone

sometimes , I feel so giving up .

Every words that gave you a woe

I wish I cud take it back .

You gone when I'm not ready .

And now I really missing you

cz I know you're the best thing that ever be with me .

I'm sorry . I just neglect

I wish I cud tell you that you're my bestest guardian

Five years goes by ,

I'm still with my never ending guilty .

I am scared of my own failing of shielding you .

And now I really have to let you go .

REST IN PEACE , buddy .

will love you forever .